Some people think that my distaste for the human race is because I don’t understand them. Which is a false statement. I understand people, and that’s why I hate them. I understand girls, I know what they want me to say and do, I understand whats “cool” and “cool uncool.” I’m a very observant person, one of the reasons I really don’t talk much. I enjoy people watching, I enjoy guessing what people are like. What I don’t enjoy is talking too and being around people for extended periods of time, of course there are exceptions to that rule. And I prefer to be around men vs. women, mostly because guys don’t play all those stupid mind games and giggle incessantly.
Girls expect weird things from you, they expect you to lie to them about most things, even when they ask you to be brutally honest. They expect you to dress within a certain range of cool/attractive, they expect you to giggle and talk about stupid shit that I honestly could give two shits about. Personally, I don’t understand why men like women at all, we are for the most part exactly the same and for the most part annoying as FUCK. Girls expect you to go against basically everyone else, because you’re their friend and you better back them up because they are always fucking right and don’t tell them otherwise or you are banned for life. Unless they are feeling sad and none of their other friends are available to cry on. Girls feel the need to be surrounded by other people, they like attention. They like to be part of a group, which guys are the same to a certain extent, but not like girls. Overall girls expect you to act a certain way, if you don’t act like that you’re a freak. If you don’t dress in a generally accepted way, you have no style. If you don’t drop everything in your life to tell them that, yes that girl is a bitch for dating the guy you dumped, you’re a horrible friend. And most girls are exactly the same.
Guys. Are for the most part sexist, you could say its not their fault, that’s how they were raised, but I’d probably bitch slap you for those words. They also have weird expectations, of both other men and women. Of women, you should be pretty or at least try and they will never be the same in front of their friends as they are with you alone, ever. And you really shouldn’t expect them to be. Guys do have a certain sort of brutal honesty going between them for the most part, I mean they are still nice to people, but you usually know when a guy doesn’t want you around (male or female). As women we expect them to completely understand and do the shit we want, I fall into those traps sometimes to. But honestly, guys are stupidly clueless and you shouldn’t expect to horribly much from them. I obviously know less about men than I do women, because I am a woman, but I have a general grasp on their gender even if I get all girl stupid and forget.
People are generally just kinda stupid. I hate having to have those kinds of commitments to people I don’t really wanna be around. I have a few really good friends, we see each other when we want and don’t when we don’t. It’s simple, easy to remember.
This is one thing I REALLY hate about people. They almost never tell you the truth about anything. Especially girls. They will tell you you’re right when your obviously not, they will tell you you look pretty when they really don’t think you do. All in all, people are more concerned with hurting your feelings then being truthful. I understand most lies, like telling someone they’re pretty, stupid white lies. But when someones doing something that bothers you, just fucking tell them and stop saying “oh its fine” then getting pissed about it later. Wouldn’t you be happier if you just told someone, I don’t want to hang out with you today or could you stop doing this before I shove your head through a wall? I know not all people would prefer this, but I definitely do which just adds to my dislike for people.
Some people say I’m shy because I don’t talk, I’m not always that loud, etc. But I’m really just listening to the people around me, figuring out whats going on in that asshole brain of yours. Yeah people sometimes think I’m weird because I’ll stare at them a little to long, but I honestly don’t give a shit, I like to watch people.
This post is gonna be really long by the way.
Something I’ve found really fascinating about people is the way people (especially women) look at other people when they don’t think anyone’s looking. This quiet observance of another person is the most truthful look you will see on someones face, the curiosity and judgement is gorgeously pure. This is when you can tell if someone loves another person, the way they look at them when they don’t think anyone is looking. It’s wonderful.
I get really annoyed when people question my lack of friends. Basically, people want to know “why don’t you have a ton of friends? are you a freak?” at least that’s what I get from it, I’m sure that’s not how all people intend it. I have a lot of people around me who love me and are there for me if I need it. I have lots of people that I see and am friendly with on a daily basis. I have family that I’m very close with who I see a lot. I also have possibly the best friend I will ever find in my lifetime, she has been with me and knows me better than I know myself and she lives on the opposite side of the country. Now, I don’t see and speak to all these people constantly, or hang out with them outside of things like class. But I don’t really need to. I like where my relationships with these people are, if I wanted to move them forward then yes, I would hang out with them more or socialize with more people. But I’m truly happy where everyone is in my life right now, I don’t need more close friends. If I want to hang out with someone I’ll make that happen, but normally I’d just rather not. Again. I don’t like people. They have expectations that I really don’t want to fill, not because I can’t but because they are STUPID. Yes, I hang out with my boyfriend (a man I love very much) a lot. But that’s because I enjoy his presence more than most other people, I’d rather be with him than other people most of the time so that’s how I spend my time. As long as it doesn’t become unhealthy, it’s okay. calm your tits. back off.
Girls always do this thing. It’s probably my least favorite thing about the human race that I’ve encountered so far, that’s saying something. They do this thing where if you got a new hair cut or they haven’t seen you in an hour they SHRIEK. “ooooo your hair is so cute! Ahhhh it’s been so long!!” etc. I refuse to do the shriek, which of course makes every girl hate you. But seriously, girls do that to me and I just stare at them with a totally blank expression until they stop (which makes me a bitch, who’s sorta weird). But I cannot fucking stand that sound, it makes me want to punch children down into the dirt.
And that ends my rant about why people for the most part suck.